This is what I do when I can't find motivation and get frustrated when I write my stories. This is where I vent when I get annoyed with my life. I suck at writing descriptions such as these even though I'm a 'writer'. And I like talking to squirrels. I also run into walls upon staring at cute guys.
Some in particular. They just annoy me. Men who think they have the need to go comfort every fucking girl they see. Yeah, I get it. You’re trying to be sweet and make every girl feel beautiful. But you’re just reducing her to nothing but a speck of space who needs to be rescued by a man. And most of the girls I know, don’t like that.
Yes, I’m a girl. Yes, I have my emotional moments. Yes, sometimes, I’m down. But that doesn’t mean you have to try to play Superman and ‘rescue’ me. I don’t need rescuing. I can take care of myself and handle whatever the fuck life wants to throw at me. I do not need your shoulder to cry on. I can wipe my own tears, bitch.
Yes, I’m being rude, because you’re just ‘trying to help’. I get that. I appreciate it. I really do. But I don’t think I can get used to the idea of always having someone there, because everyone walks away. You will too. And that’s fine. I’m used to people walking away. Therefore, I’ve learnt that it’s best to not depend on anyone.
UGH. OMG. YOU JUST DID IT AGAIN. -______________-
What will it take for you to leave me alone? I do not want to open up to you. If I did, I’d have already opened up to you.
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GUILTY SAHER.
Yes, I feel bad. But people need to understand I’m not some damsel in distress who needs saving. I can take care of myself. I have for the past 14 years. Dried my own tears, solved my own problems, made my own mistakes. I do not need you. And for you to keep implying that I need you just pisses me off.